I should have told my parents about my grandma that day... I should have call her after she went to hospital... cause I thought she'll be fine ~~~~ I hate myself..
091002 Went to my relative's wedding party ~ Saw my grandparents and my aunty.... I'm happy to see them but when i see my grandma..i feel like cying....
She cant move her left hand anymore.... well, not really cant move.. She cant hold on something cause everytime when she tries to hold something, her hand will get numb... Basically she cant lift up her left hand edy...
Its like after stroke then ppl cant move their body, but hers is only her hand and i think her left leg too.... Luckily ~T_ T ... Doctor said she often have to goes for check up ... I'll be following her for her next check up~ hehe
Wah...typing this already makes my eyes wet... I just hope that i can spend more time with her....
I dont want her to suffer like this, i rather its me that have to suffer... I thought I wont easily shed tears like before but WHY! I hate crying! and I hate to see people around me suffer....
Aish ... haha..its funny that I'm crying now...can someone lend me your shoulders?
Hey! I promise that I'll be strong and grandma, you have to be strong too neh?
Good night !
Annyeong^^
*Fish that hates herself*
091002 Went to my relative's wedding party ~ Saw my grandparents and my aunty.... I'm happy to see them but when i see my grandma..i feel like cying....
She cant move her left hand anymore.... well, not really cant move.. She cant hold on something cause everytime when she tries to hold something, her hand will get numb... Basically she cant lift up her left hand edy...
Its like after stroke then ppl cant move their body, but hers is only her hand and i think her left leg too.... Luckily ~T_ T ... Doctor said she often have to goes for check up ... I'll be following her for her next check up~ hehe
Wah...typing this already makes my eyes wet... I just hope that i can spend more time with her....
I dont want her to suffer like this, i rather its me that have to suffer... I thought I wont easily shed tears like before but WHY! I hate crying! and I hate to see people around me suffer....
Aish ... haha..its funny that I'm crying now...can someone lend me your shoulders?
Hey! I promise that I'll be strong and grandma, you have to be strong too neh?
Good night !
Annyeong^^
*Fish that hates herself*
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